In love with my Ex.
I so sorry to hear of your pain. The Bible teaches that when a man and a woman become one through the 'act' of marriage, they become one flesh. You are still one with your ex. That's why you are having trouble now. I would encourage you to pray and ask God to break the soul tie that you have with him/her. You can pray something simple like, "Dear Lord, though Jesus, please break the soul tie I have with my ex."
Then give yourself time to heal. I feel certain that God has seen your broken heart and is moved. Please know that He loves you with an everlasting love. He will never leave you.
You are going to make it. Pray and ask God to guide you one step at a time. Also, cast your burden on Him for He cares for you. Pray this:
You may have to pray this prayer many times, but you are going to be set free.
Please, do not take your life. Please allow time and God to heal your heart. I know that you are hurting. But others have been where you are, including me, and have walked, one step at a time, out of the darkness.
You will too. You are going to make it.
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Here's what I recommend to you:
Don't do anything to harm yourself. You are so loved. Please give your situation time, please allow God time to move. He may be waiting for you to give in to Him, to say, God I will trust you, no matter what. Try trusting God and see what will happen.
Also, please go in for a medical checkup and tell your doctor about how you feel emotionally. Your doctor may have medications that can help you get over this 'bump' in the road.
Also, I highly recommend counseling. You may find a pastor in your church or other local church or some other professional who will understand and help you with your struggles.
WE ARE PRAYING FOR YOU!